welcome to my delusions!

Okay, I admit it. I was trawling through YouTube for some visual inspiration to kickstart me into continuing 'Incandescence', and I needed to see Cloud and Reno and how they acted. So, all afternoon, each time I took a 'break' aka, wasted my time, I watched some videos and downloaded the ones I could make use of. Considering I'm writing a challenge-fic-crossover, I need all the help I can get.

Then I found this...::cries:: It's gorgeous. It wonderful and the music suits it perfectly. I love Zack's smile, it so warm.

He should never, ever have died. Considering the fact that I already knew he was dead, had read hundreds of fanfics dealing with this fact, and even a few dealing with his afterlife, and one or two with his reincarnation...it's still surprising that I had the reaction I did to his end scene in Crisis Core.

My OTP4 is Zack-Cloud-Aeris-Sephiroth, although I'll read and usually enjoy any of the combination of them, including gen-fics.

And wow, (or not), two entries in a single day? Whoa. I guess this means I'll end up not posting for weeks on end. ::sigh:: I really, really should continue with Incandescence. Really I should.

Honestly. Me and my procrastination.

On a totally unrelated note. I just realised, it's 22:26 pm, and I haven't eaten since yesterday. And my period started this afternoon, and I'm slightly anemic. So two cans of Dr Pepper, a bottle of water, and three twiglets aren't really healthy, especially when I've got a cough and a raised temperature. ::bangs head on keyboard::

I was wallowing in Doctor Who fanfics yesterday, (Rose is teh love! The 10th Doctor is even more of teh love!), and last night and today it was Naruto...so I wonder if I was purposely avoiding the Final Fantasy fandom so I didn't feel guilty about not writing...hmmmn?

Nah. I'm not clever enough for those kinda thoughts.