shi_koi: (Default)
Just in case anyone's noticed I haven't been posting, writing etc... It's because I fractured three fingers on my right hand. They're almost healed now, hence this typing, but I won't be updating anywhere for a bit longer.

EDIT: Been to the Doctors'. Apparently I have a nerve, or some nerves trapped in my right ring finger, so it's going to be another month before I can use my right hand to its full ability.
shi_koi: (raindrops)
I feel awful. Throat hurts, head hurts, everything aches...why is it that when you get ill you always feel worse when it's grey and drizzly outside?
shi_koi: (ramen)
I hadn't realised how long it had been since I last posted here, I mean, I've been on here every few days or so gorging on fics (most recently for X-Men First Class and Sherlock) and yet it never occured to me to leave my notes here instead of on scraps of paper laying about. Self, are you really that slow? That's what private entries are for.


Urgh. My twelfth anniversary with my partner is on the 15th of September. Ye gods! Twelve years already? Maybe one day we'll actually get...married. --shudder-- I want to make him a card, but I have zero talent for creativity...well, maybe not that little, but I get awfully distracted by shiny things and then forget what I'm doing.


I've bought the parts and pieces to make him some decent bookmarks for his favourite books. Why more than one? because he, like me, likes to read more than one book at a time. Heh.


I've bought a few silver dragon bookmarks and some silver tone jumprings and connectors and some nice tibetan silver danglies and I'm going to put them together and make him a few nice dragon and skull and cross and ninja-star silver bookmarks. Plus, they're solid (and pretty heavy) so he's not going to be able to break them, like he accidentally ends up doing with the paper ones.


I really should go to bed.
shi_koi: (naru_dark)

Heh. Stolen from [livejournal.com profile] pixymisa  : First line of last 25 fics you wrote and try to find a pattern.

I've only used my last 25 fics with words over either 5k, or which are complete. Anything less than that was not included. Mostly because I really didn't want to go through 200+ really short fragmented fics which are more notes than actual story. --cringe--

So, in no particular order...

25 lines of utter randomness...oh, and apparently I have thing for violence, blood and cold. )

shi_koi: (silk print)
Spoilers beneath cut for episode 6.02

Ramble, ramble, ramble...SQUEE!!! )
shi_koi: (ffx - tidus)


Yep. I've been on a real Final Fantasy kick recently. I haven't been able to play anything on the PS2 recently because it's all boxed up due to the fact that we've been 'decorating' and whatnot. --cough-- Yeah. It's probably really bad that we've been trying to decorate for a real, as in seriously, for a few months now, but we haven't done more than paint one, small, room.

--droops-- It's really hard though! Honestly! And no, it's probably not what you're thinking either. We're not lazy, it's just...well...he collects books, and I collect books (and manga and graphic novels and comics), and so as we go through our stuff to 'clear out' the junk and to tidy up, we get...distracted. Yeah. Distracted.

This sounds pretty bad, doesn't it? We have literally thousands of books. Our idea of ornamentation is to buy more bookshelves - and not those piddly little things, no, I mean floor-to-almost-reaching-the-ceiling, solid wooden bookshelves, filled two rows thick with books.

Then, on top of that, I'm the Guild Leader of our guild in Guild Wars, and keeping up with the game and the forum and everyone else and so on really eats up time. One of my Guild Officers sent me the FFVII whachamacallit for the PC so I didn't get withdrawal from having my games packed away, and so the siren call of that has also been drawing me in.

I've also been helping my other half sort out his new-found fascination with origami, and I've just bought £14 worth of material for him, which meant a day or two of scouring for the best deals and options and everything else before buying, and our fridge has suddenly stopped working properly, and so forth. Gah!

Not to mention I've been infected with THREE different viruses in the past week alone - and I HAVEN'T DOWNLOADED ANYTHING! --cries--

So, yeah. I've pretty much given up on writing atm. I have no focus. My ideas end up deleted before they reach a page long, simply because I feel like it's jumbled crap, and quite frankly, I've been too distracted to sit for any prolonged period of time to get anything substantial done anyway.

But, that's beside the point. Like I said earlier, whenever I get the chance to sit and relax, I've been immediately searching for FFVII and FFX fics to read. Well, I have been reading from some others, but right now especially I've been craving good, meaty, plot-tastic Cloud-centric fics or Tidus-centric fics.

I'm pretty flexible with my Cloud-centric fics. I mean, I don't really like CloudxTifa, or CloudxYuffie, but just about anyone else is fine. My OTP is SephxCloud, but y'all probably already knew that. My OT4 is SxCxZxA.

The thing is, it's so much harder to find fics I like for FFX. I pretty much like Tidus best. My OTP is SeymourxTidus.

...Yeah. Exactly.

Finding decent SeymourxTidus fics is like pulling blood from a stone.

I also like Summoner!Tidus fics, for which I have found one, yep, you've got it, ONE fic which didn't need serious touching up, or in which the characters were majorly OOC. There was another one I kinda liked. It was sweet, even though the characters were OOC, and it was a bit of a guilty pleasure.

The one I really enjoyed and thought was very well written was this one:

Sundial by Silver pup 
AU — The fayth have a funny way of doing things. Instead of waiting for a summoner to free them, they send in their own to do the job. Enter Tidus, the unwilling participant, as he takes on the task of saving Spira from itself. Oh dear.
Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Friendship - Chapters: 20 - Words: 147,731 - Reviews: 100 - Updated: 7-28-09 - Published: 5-18-09 - Tidus & Auron - Complete

The guilty pleasure was this one:

Angel of Fayth by Mandeh-Yaoi-Star
AU: It was by chance that the angel fell out of time. Tidus is a Summoner and he was raised by the Fayth for the purpose of ending their suffering once and for all. Yaoi - Seymour/Tidus
Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 36,392 - Reviews: 44 - Updated: 3-17-10 - Published: 3-5-10 - Seymour & Tidus

To make things even worse, there are barely a handful of decent SeymourxTidus fics around! If it wasn't for Shivani, I'd have gone mad!
 
What I would really like to see isn't one of those little, hastily-written fics with Seymour raping poor-widdle-helpless-Tidus, it's something which addresses the tension between them. Tidus has feelings for Yuna. Yay! That doesn't mean there can't be sexual tension between him and this half-man, half-guado who has already admitted he doesn't love Yuna and only wishes to use her.

I mean, come on! The doors are open there for some seriously delicious plotwork there. Seymour fully intends to die, he hardly cares about what he does while he's alive. He's got virtually no constraints holding him back, other than his own desire to become Sin...so. Make use of it!

There's no reason why Tidus can't like/love Yuna and still be drawn to Seymour. Hell, that would make things even more interesting, especially when Tidus finds out the truth of Yuna's journey!

I want obsession. Drama. Ambivilant feelings. Desire which chokes them both. Events which push them apart and yank them in close. I don't care if it's AU/AR! That's the whole point of fanfiction!

I want Tidus like in canon. Mouthy, fierce, stubborn, pigheaded, friendly, and above all, lost and yet loyal.

I want Seymour like in canon. Domineering, cruel, driven, obsessive, cunning, strong, and broken inside.

I want to see sparks. Friction. Heated gazes and glares and verbal spars and physical fights and above all, that ever-maddening burn and pull between them. I want them to clash. To be passionate, even if that passion is as cold as ice, burning twice as much.

At this point, I wouldn't even care if it didn't have a happy ending, just so long as I got to read the journey.

Unfortunately, I don't think I'm ever going to get it. Shivani comes close, I'll admit. But it's just...too soft.

Anyway, here's a few pics. Thumbnails only, click 'em to see the big sized versions.

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And...a Seymour video on YT I liked. (Plus a Tidus one, 'cos, y'know, jealousy and all)





shi_koi: (cc_cloud)
Gah! I am so behind! I haven't been getting emailed any notifications for things I've been tracking! --pulls hair out-- I'm so sorry if anyone thinks I've been ignoring them. I routinely ignore my messages in LJ, because I've been depending on the email notifications to keep me ahead and aware.

Dear Lord. 924 messages!

--hits head against desk-- This is what I get for getting distracted. I swear I have the attention span of a gnat. A gnat! Well...maybe a goldfish on occasion. --cries-- I can't believe how much I've missed!

If you're one of them, I am so very, very sorry. --bows deeply-- Please forgive me.

--runs away to wail and cry--

Adieu! I shall pull myself up by my britches and wade through my neck-high number of messages.

...I wonder if this has happened because I lost my paid account for a few weeks when I didn't have the money to pay.

--shakes fist-- Damn it!

Anyway, I'll (hopefully) get around to everyone soon.

Hugs,

~Shi-koi~
shi_koi: (itachi)
I didn't realise it'd been as long as it had since I'd last posted anything. In my defence, I've been very, very busy in RL and on the PC. I've re-edited the first two chapters of Taboo, my ItaNaru fic, and written a few thousand more words for it, which is good for Taboo, but not so good for my much delayed KAT-TUN/JE/Gokusen/NwP fics.

I seem to have been getting quite a bit of inspiration recently for my Naruto fics, although I'm highly dissatisfied with my Dark Soul fic, which I will be heavily re-editing/re-writing and then reposting. Writing Gaara has always been easier than writing any of the other characters.

On the RL front...well, we've been getting some bad hits, but we're coping.

Eating meat has been making me feel ill recently, and I have no idea why. I eat a healthy and balanced diet, but any meat other than fish and a small amount of plain chicken breast makes me nauseous and sick. Anything stodgy also makes me feel like throwing up, things like semolina, oats and so on. I don't tend to cook with oil, since I mainly grill, boil or use the teppanyaki bar to cook (along with my trusty rice-cooker), so it's not due to an excess of oil there either.

No, I'm not pregnant. --sigh--
shi_koi: (Default)



I just had this sudden idea for a fic, so I opened up OpenOffice and started typing. An hour ago I stopped to take a break and realised I'd done four pages and just over 2000 words. --laughs-- I think I really needed that. I was starting to lose hope and faith in my writing skills.

This is the idea:

Title: Lifeline
Author: Shi-koi
Fandoms: Gokusen 2 / Nobuta wo Produce
Rating: PG-13/R
Warnings: Yaoi, AU, mild-moderate violence.
Pairings: Ryu/Shuuji
Summary: A series of meetings between Odagiri Ryu and Kiritani Shuuji spark a series of events which change the rest of their lives.


How does it sound? I've taken a short break because I can't remember how old Shuuji was halfway through NwP. I'm going to go for 17, since that was how old Ryu was before Gokusen 2 (right? right? am I right? --worries--). I don't want to re-watch both series because I'll get absorbed in them and get sidetracked from this fic, but off the top of my head I can't remember exact character stats.

I'll probably just write them as I can remember and then clean up afterwards.

The story is set halfway through NwP at Shuuji's lowest moment, and before Gokusen 2, before Yankumi takes over the class, so Ryu's still working at the bar.

Four pages in, and Shuuji and Ryu have only just now met. --laughs-- Everything up until now just came pouring out! I couldn't believe how much this story wanted to be written! It's going to get a bit more difficult now, but since I'm not going for an epic story, it hopefully should be done in around 10k words. --crosses fingers--

Love you all! (Yes, I'm hyper and channeling Junno. --giggle--)

Hugs!

~Shi-koi~




shi_koi: (Default)



Spoilers for the Christmas Special!

I have an evil brain... )

On another related note...Lucy rocks! So does Wilf.







shi_koi: (silk print)
Yes! Finally!

My PC has been an utter disaster the past few days. Every little thing has made it restart, and until today, I couldn't get on the internet unless I used the laptop...which is useless when I was trying to write, because my fic was on this machine and not that one. --sigh--

Urgh. The defrag alone took five hours. I need to do that more often, luckily the virus-scan came up clean.

I managed to get it done in just over 6k words. Woohoo!

If anyone's interested in a One-Pound Gospel (1 Pound no Fukuin) fic, with a Kurenai/Kousaku pairing, you can find it here, but it's friend-locked because of the sex and whatnot...

Friend me on that journal and I'll friend you back...if you have at least a few entries so you don't come across as a troll-like being. =^_____^=

Anyway~ Now that that fic is out of my mind and not driving me crazy...I'm free to get back to my other stuff.

I was thinking of attempting NaNoWriMo...but I don't think I could do it.

--deep sigh--

I might go for it anyway, if I can get a rough idea of what to write.

Huh...maybe a HayaRyu Gokusen 2 fic? Maybe a crossover? Dunno.

I'll think about it later.

Hugs.

shi_koi: (Default)
I ended up scrapping the fic, even though I'd written over five pages of it (roughly 500 words per page) because I just wasn't happy with it. I've started again, and Kousaku seems to be behaving himself. Fufufufufu~

It's going to be a oneshot (hopefully) with a Kurenai/Kousaku pairing, and I really want to finish it within a 5k-10k word count. I've based it around episode seven, because I love~love~love the tension between Kurenai and Kousaku, and honestly, I just really wanted to see Kousaku taken advantage of. Hehehehehe.

So, it's going to be mostly PWP with only a tiny dash of plot, because I need to get this fic out of my system before I can finish anything else.

Kousaku really is too cute for his own good. (Yes, Kame, you really are too pretty for your own good. I'm going to end up slashing half your characters. --cackle-- Maybe even together.)



shi_koi: (the three bishies)
Aaah~ It's taking me forever to sort out my memories. --groans--

I'm so disorganised. It's really taking me ages to sort things out clearly. I think I'm about halfway done...but it's just so slow.

On the bright side, I'm rediscovering things I'd forgotten about. =^_^= So, I guess that's good too.

I have noticed one thing though...most of my memories are either KAT-TUN, Supernatural or Katekyo Hitman REBORN! related, with FFVII coming up close behind. Huh. Weird. Well...not weird in that it's odd, because I really do love these memories...but weird in that it doesn't actually feel like there's much there for them. It's only after everything is tallied up that I realise just how much really is there for these fandoms/things/etc...

--is tired-- --yawns-- I've been re-watching the whole Gokusen drama series with my other half. He said that live action is easier to watch than anime, so I don't have to er...whine? Beg? Nag? Annoy? Trick? Him into watching them with me. I've already watched One-Pound Gospel with him, and after Gokusen we have Kurosagi and Yukan Club ready to watch.

I just hope he lasts long enough. He tends to either get really into things, or he gets bored really easily.

I suppose I should be happy for all the horrible cold wet windy weather we've been having, since it makes sense for us to curl up under a blanket together in front of the telly in the evening.

=^___^=

shi_koi: (Default)

Stolen from [info]lovemochi same as with the previous entry. =^___^=



HAVE YOU EVER
...answers under cut... )

shi_koi: (Default)

Klein Sexual Orientation Grid


I scored an average of 2.1

01 2 3 4 5 6
HeterosexualBisexual Homosexual

Meaning

This result can also be related to the Kinsey Scale:

0 = exclusively heterosexual
1 = predominantly heterosexual, incidentally homosexual
2 = predominantly heterosexual, but more than incidentally homosexual
3 = equally heterosexual and homosexual
4 = predominantly homosexual, but more than incidentally heterosexual
5 = predominantly homosexual, incidentally heterosexual
6 = exclusively homosexual

Summary

The idea of this excercise is to understand exactly how dynamic a person's sexual orientation can be, as well as how fluid it can be over a person's lifespan. While a person's number of actual homo/heterosexual encounters may be easy to categorize, their actual orientation may be completely different. Simple labels like "homosexual", "heterosexual", and "bisexual" need not be the only three options available to us.

Take the quiz
shi_koi: (TsunaCaramellDansen)
Yay! We finally got a slow cooker. It was half price from Argos, so it only cost us £14.99 for a 6.5 liter one, which means I can make meals and have enough to freeze for at least two meals more for us. So yay for saving money and time.

Now all I need to do is scour t'internet for some decent recipes. =^_____^=

...So, anyone got any favourite recipes to share?

Gokusen

Oct. 1st, 2009 12:35 pm
shi_koi: (gokusen_shinkumi_mixed)
I've pretty much been breathing, sleeping, watching and reading Gokusen for the past week or two.

It started off when I downloaded the J-Drama version of Hanazakari no Kimitachi e from SARS. I'd been a fan of the manga version of HanaKimi, so I was really excited when I found the live action version on SARS's site, and, after watching it, I went looking on their site for something else to watch.

I found Gokusen.

At this point, I'd never come across the manga, or the anime, and I'd never read up about it, so I went into the series totally blind. I was hooked from the first episode of the first season.

Gokusen is pretty much a perfect blend of comedy, drama and school life. Season one was amazing. The acting brilliant (especially in Nakama Yukie's case, since she was simply astoundingly good), and the storyline very well presented. After season one, I went on to season two, was shocked when it had a completely different class in it, and ended up enjoying it immensely, just as much as season one.

After season two I went and got the manga and the anime. I read the manga, and was blown away. While the drawing is pretty bad in most places, the storyline is extremely gripping, and I ended up pulling an all-nighter to read all 15 volumes (well, up to vo15 - ch02 anyway).

I ended up a little bit torn then, because I was already used to MatsuJun, who played Sawada Shin in the drama, and I really, really liked the way he presented the character. Unfortunately he was also pretty different from the manga!Shin, who had (dyed) red hair, a cool alias (the Young Master Red Lion), and had quite a bit more depth to him.

The manga also had a hard-ass Kuroda Ryuichiro who you can actually picture being a Yakuza boss, rather than the drama's friendly, wise old grandfather figure. It also had Ooshima Kyotarou, who I adored, and in the manga, was the one who trained Yankumi. I also have to say that I much prefered manga!Shinohara (the lawyer) rather than the drama!Shinohara (who was a police detective).

One thing I regret about the drama is that they really didn't show the differences between Ojou!Kumiko and Teacher!Yankumi, like they did in the manga. It made things a lot more interesting. In the drama it's not really touched upon, which is very disappointing, because it could have provided quite a bit more depth to Yankumi's character.

As it is, by season three, she was getting quite a bit repetitive.

The drama did have a lot going for it. Seasons one and two were excellent. The characters were brilliantly acted, and the plots, while very divergent from the manga, were satisfying and fun. The fight scenes were very dramatic and extremely well played. They felt realistic and wild. I enjoyed them immensely.

Season three was very good, although it lacked something that was there in the first two seasons. The first two seasons were very appealing and charismatic...but season three, whilst well acted, just felt a bit...empty.

I have to say that I'm a big ShinKumi fan, although that stems mostly from the manga, since nothing was really touched upon in the drama until the last episode of the first season. In the manga the relationship between Shin and Yankumi, and between Shin and Yankumi's family was much deeper.

Another good thing about the drama were the actors. I seem to have become quite a fangirl in regards to Matsumoto Jun who played Sawada Shin in season one, and in season two, Kamenashi Kazuya who played Odagiri Ryu, and Akanishi Jin who played Yabuki Hayato. =^___^=

I've started six or so different stories in the past three days, mostly ShinKumi, with a few HayaRyu and YamaRen, one YamaKumi and one ShinKumiRyu among them (which I'm still debating about because it might end up having some ShinRyuShin in it too...depending on where I take the story towards the end...but if I add it as a possible pairing, would it count as a spoiler?).

While the manga is more satisfying in terms of an exciting series of plot developments and interesting scenarios (an eight-year old Kumiko perchance?), the drama is more satisfying in a different way. There's more progression, for instance, we get to see one of Yankumi's first students as a father, having grown up and moved on with his life, whereas in the manga Shin is still in school.

As for the anime, if you're wondering why I haven't mentioned it...it's rubbish. The only real good thing about it was that I could see what shade of hair colouring Kyo and Shin had, and the ending song sequence and images were very nicely done. That's it. It cuts all the good parts off of the manga, badly edits the violence, and skips the things which made Gokusen interesting beyond just its premise.

Personally, for my writing, I'm going to discount the fact the anime exists and rely on the manga and the drama. They at least are good.

I'm really, really, really glad I found Gokusen, even though quite a few things puzzle the hell out of me. I think it's just culture shock, but there was a lot in the drama that I just didn't understand. Seriously. I mean, a lot of things were hypocritical, and there were things that didn't make sense to me which I've seen before in Japanese movies and such.

Culture shock like whoa.

It's like, with the whole fighting thing, sometimes they got in trouble for doing what I thought was appropriate, or they got in trouble for being the victim. Hell in one of those scenes I'd have screamed 'police brutality' to make them back off. So yeah...a lot didn't make sense.

I also don't get the whole bowing thing. I mean, I can understand it, kind of, when they do it...but it's a very alien thing to me. It's like...it's an excuse and an imposition on both ends.

I also don't really understand a lot of the 'romance'-type scenes, because honestly...it was all just too vague. I think it might be because I'm used to overly touchy-feely gestures, but...well...I don't know. I guess it's just weird seeing people hold back so much when even I, as anti-social as I am, would have initiated a hug or a touch or something. --sigh-- It's just weird.

Anyway...since I seem to be veering off topic, I'm looking forward very much to a subbed version of the Gokusen movie, and there's a trailer for it which you can find with English subs here. There was also a double special issue of the manga released in July of this year, although I can't find it anywhere. Sometime around July 1st and July 15th I think...in 'YOU' or some other magazine.

Well...considering I was only planning on a short entry, this has turned out somewhat large, hasn't it?

Right, well...a few extra links. I've put together some of the pics I've found in searches on google up in my Photobucket account. Wanna take a look?

MatsuJun - Matsumoto Jun

Kame - Kamenashi Kazuya

Akanishi Jin

Well, until next time, take care!

Hugs,

~Shi-koi~






shi_koi: (Default)

It really says something about a fandom when one of the warnings on the story is 'STRAIGHT!Harry', and yes, it was in caps.

Here's the fic, complete with the warning, or summary, whatever.

God I cackled madly when I saw this!

(THIS IS NOT A FIC REC! I've never actually read it.)


Measure for Measure » by Bill Clinton reviews
Harry Potter's fifth year. Featuring a sarcastic!/slightly independent!/STRAIGHT!Harry Harry/Daphne
Harry Potter - Fiction Rated: M - English - Friendship/General - Chapters: 19 - Words: 90,985 - Reviews: 470 - Updated: 3-29-09 - Published: 7-21-08 - - Harry P./Daphne G.



shi_koi: (Default)
My God! I can't believe how much I'm looking forward to it in the cinema. The action scenes look brilliant. --wibbles happily--




LINKS! Yay!

Jun. 3rd, 2009 02:24 pm
shi_koi: (silk print)
--does happy dance--

I figured out how to put links in the sidebar! Yay! --fills it up completely-- o_O

...Yes, I really am that slow at figuring this stuff out. I've been a member since 2003 and I still can't work my way around LJ properly.

Next on the list - How on Earth do you cross-post something? --scratches head--

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