welcome to my delusions!

Gah! I've read all the scanlated manga up to ch95. I've watched and re-watched the series and the movie (which dammit, always makes me cry!). I've exhausted all the doujinshi archives and whatnot I could get my hands on, raw and scanlated, and I've read everything I could find! Re-read, in fact, in some places.

I need more FMA!!!

--pants and huffs-- I'm almost desperate to write something, dammit! And I procastinate! Another writing project will mean the death of everything I'm supposed to be finishing!

By the way...there really isn't enough LingEd around, is there? Or even Greed!LingEd. I think I have a fetish for captive!Ed, where Ling or Greed!Ling steals him (and maybe Al too to keep Ed from running off) and takes him back to Xing, post-series.

...Yes, I do like to mesh the anime and manga into one world when I daydream.

--wails-- Kill the bunnies!


EDIT: Ed's my obsession.

The BF pointed this out to me. Had to post it here, just so I'd never lose it, plus, I get to shaaaaaaaaare!

Hah! Wish I saw more of this. --grin-- Girls getting their own back on grown up pervs.



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<LC55> hey sexy ;D

<Amanda1993> hi

<LC55> asl?

<Amanda1993> 14 f co
<Amanda1993> u?

<LC55> 34 m ky

<Amanda1993> oh youre older

<LC55> is that ok?

<Amanda1993> my mom said im not supposed to..

<LC55> it can be our secret

<Amanda1993> you sure she wont know?

<LC55> absolutley babe
<LC55> what do you look like? have any pics?

<Amanda1993> im kinda short, have a ponytail, blue eyes, blond hair

<LC55> sounds pretty :D
<LC55> have you ever been with a boy before?

<Amanda1993> like with him how?

<LC55> like kissing or hugging or touching or

<Amanda1993> well ive kissed a boy before

<LC55> would you let me kiss you?

<Amanda1993> maybe :P

<LC55> would you let me touch you?

<Amanda1993> touch what part of me?

<LC55> all of you baby

<Amanda1993> oh
<Amanda1993> ive never done anything like that

<LC55> have you ever seen a mans dick?

<Amanda1993> no

<LC55> do you want to?

<Amanda1993> i dont know, is it gross?

<LC55> not gross at all, itll make you feel real good

<Amanda1993> you sure?

<LC55> if i was there right now what would you want to do to me?

<Amanda1993> i don't know, i might kiss you if your cute :D

<LC55> wanna know what id do to you

<Amanda1993> would i like it?

<LC55> you'd love it

<Amanda1993> uh ok

<LC55> id slide my dick in your pussy really slow then play with your little titties while i fuck you

<Amanda1993> wut?

<LC55> do you know what a blowjob is?

<Amanda1993> thats when you kiss their penis right?

<LC55> its when you suck the penis and lick it in your mouth
<LC55> would you give me a blowjob?

<Amanda1993> that sounds gross.
<Amanda1993> you want me to suck your dick?

<LC55> yeah baby!

<Amanda1993> Your IP address has been logged by the Child Internet Service Protection Agency. Please wait while memory ref "851255151" is entered into the database.

<Amanda1993> NOTICE TO CHATTER: The Federal Bureau of Investigation has logged a record of this chat along with the IP addresses of the participants due to potential violation of U.S law. If you think this chat session was logged in error, please call your local F.B.I office and quote the reference number #851255151. VIOLATION: Solicitation of a minor.

<LC55> what?!
<LC55> oh please dont, i was kidding

<Amanda1993> I am afraid that is not an option, solicitation of minor is a serious offence.

<LC55> when my wife finds out, my life is over, please for the love of god
<LC55> she was fucking asking for it!

<Amanda1993> We have the conversation on record, there is nothing more that can be done, you can appeal to your local FBI office.

<Amanda1993> Is there anything you'd like to say now that you're a registered pedophile?

***LC55 is no longer on the server***

<Amanda1993> EPIC WIN!

***LC55 is no longer on the server***




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I can't believe it's been so long since I updated here! --flails wildly-- No my darling! I didn't forget you!

--embarrassed cough-- Er, actually, I did kinda, so yeah. Sorry. Got sidetracked avoiding everything in RL. I'm good at that. I'm going to be in heaps and heaps of trouble later, but I'm avoiding thinking about that too.

So, Easter. Everyone had a fun time? Yes? Yes? Good.

What did you do?

Me, I spent two days farming Golden Eggs and Chocolate Bunnies on Guild Wars, and collecting many many Easter Eggs on GaiaOnline. It was a nightmare! A nightmare! --cries-- The eggs spawned every minute and first you had to collect 10, then 25 then 150 or was it 100...I can't remember. I got knocked over the head with having to collect 500 of the damn things for the last reward item, which were going for 88k on the Gaia marketplace.

Not that I sold mine. They were pink bunny slippers and they are adorable! --squee-- I'm so keeping them.

Been reacquainting myself with Final Fantasy fics. Mostly FFVII and FFVIII. Can anyone tell me why it seems like a whole hell of a bunch of SxS fics have gone missing in the past eight or so months? It's so weird. It's like they went 'Poof!' or something.

Meh.

Also found some more music I rather like. I found Caipirinha which is awesome, although not as good as CaramellDansen, and Nightwish, which are really good, and Manowar which I have become gaga over. I adore 'Gods of War', 'King of Kings', and 'God of Fire'. --wibbles--

Behind the cut are three AMVs with the Manowar music track to Bleach clips. They are probably the best AMVs I've come across since the Naruto one called 'Whisper of the Beast'. The best one is the one with the clips set to 'Gods of War'. It's like...perfect. Seriously.


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So, finally finished that 4827 fic that was bugging me. Started another two fics, and it looks like all my other fics aren't going to be updated in a long, long time. I seem to have gone off the fandoms. --shrugs-- That, and my muses have deserted me, well, my old ones, anyway. I seem to have lost my muses and attracted a porn-fairy.

...Even trade, you ask? Well...dunno yet. I'm having great fun though, and I refuse to feel guilty about it.

My doctor had a right go at me when I went to see him. --pouts-- Apparently, living off of caffeine tablets in order to stay awake is a big big no-no. --grumbles-- I'm not allowed ANY more tablets, at all.

Damn. I'm sleeping 15 hours a day because of my medication as it is!

He's also swapped my Propanalol for something else. I have to pick it up today.

It's no wonder it takes me forever to write anything, I'm never awake! Seriously! I'm down to eating one meal a day, under duress, because I can't take my Paroxetine on an empty stomach. Much less my Paramax.

Meh. I'm putting the interesting stuff under a cut. --goes off to pout and be all emo-like--

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Well, today's my last day as a 27 year old. --heaves massive sigh-- God I feel old! I'm almost 30! --cringes--

I feel like time stopped for me when I was 23, and then everything fast-forwarded to now, and I missed everything in-between. Weird, huh?

I haven't done anything that I dreamt about doing, which is sad, but I have more than enough blessings, (namely Tony), so I can't be too sad about it. --smiles--

Roll on tomorrow, I guess.

Snatched/stolen from olympia_m .

I R ebil, yes I know this. --snicker-- What can I say, I was bored, and I can't play Guild Wars because my main character is on the 9 rings raising my Lucky/Unlucky title, so I can't do anything but wait. Bah!











Yes, oh yes, I rock!

...Why no, what is this 'denial' you speak of? Of course I classify as a normal human being, complete with the usual everyday foibles and quirks.

Whaddya mean I'm weird?! --huffs--

--blows raspberry--

OMG! --dies from happiness overload--

The second OVA for Kirepapa was released by Aarinfantasy. I've waited so long for another episode and it was brilliant! Utterly wonderful!

Oh god, Chihiro-san was so funny, and Chisato's entire family being gaga over Riju was hilarious! I kept wanting to see more Chisato-family antics, they were so funny. --giggles--

Go Aarinfantasy! You guys made my day...again!

I so want to watch this film! I wish I understood Japanese!

Watch it, it's only 25 seconds long, and it's hilarious!

So, last entry for 2008. Haven't really got much to say. No resolutions other than a hope to see 2010 happily, but that's another year away.

Spent most of the afternoon making a beef stew with the other half. Was surprisingly fun, cooking together.

Planning to get drunk on Jagermeister later. If I can stay awake long enough to usher in the new year with the other half.

Was a pretty bad year, although it was better than the one before it. Nothing really to remember, except for the other half, who made up virtually all of my happy memories.

No real accomplishments. No looking back and thinking, 'Yep. I did that.' More like, 'Thank God that it's all over.'.

Q: 2008 summary?

A: Meh.

And...that's all folks.

Ever frequented Gaia Online? Yeah. I'm an addicted member, coming up to two years.

For those of you who don't know who I'm talking about, Nicolae is a relatively new character, one who runs the store 'Back Alley Bargains', full of new outfits for their zOMG game.

I am doomed. Doomed I tell you! I've even looked up fanfics for him. (Found two, so I guess I'm not the only Nicu fangirl out there. Yay!)

(See above avatar) Here's a piccy of him.