A bit of a ramble...

[shi_koi]

So...turned twenty-seven on the 23^rd. Two days ago. I don't feel it. It feels like I'm stuck in a weird ageless limbo where sometimes I feel ancient and tired, and other times I feel like I'm a teenager with boundless energy. Okay, so the teen bit comes less and less, and the ancient, bone-creaking feeling comes more and more often, but hey, that's normal, right?

I had some very nasty news on the 22^nd, and I ended up sleeping my birthday away to try and forget it. It didn't help, and I ended up waking from nightmare after nightmare, so, not of the good.

My writing has gone totally down the drain, and I can't even muster up the energy or enthusiasm to read. Except for the odd RE fic, especially if it's Leon-centric.

It still gets me how much Krauser/Leon reminds me of Seifer/Squall. Weird, huh?

::sigh:: I hate feeling washed out. Tired, drained, exhausted from the moment I wake up for no discernible reason.

Valentines was good, I do have to admit, and it's a day that I'll fondly pull out of my memories whenever I need a pick-me-up. My other half took me out for the day, and we went out to dinner at Temptations, a lovely Chinese restaurant in town. I only had one glass of wine before it started making me queasy, so I stuck to green tea for the evening and a latte as a last drink when we'd finished.

We usually spend a lot of time talking together when we go there, and it's about the only time I'll drink. Alcohol usually makes me feel ill after more than a glass (or even half on occasion).

This isn't really going anywhere, is it? Nothing's really been said. No matter, sometimes nothing is good enough. ::snicker::

Comments

[shi-koi.livejournal.com]

Aaaah! I'm sorry it took me so long to reply. ::hits head against wall::

Thank you!! I like the RE games. I haven't played them though, ^_^' I just watched my other half play them and cheered him on, and jumped at the scary bits and helped him solve the puzzles he didn't like.

A tipsy Leon? ::wonders:: I'd wish I had a camera! ::ebil cackle::

[(Anonymous)]

A bit of a belated happy birthday to you. <3

Man, I can't even think about the coming years right now. @.@ Time seems to pass so fast but when I think back to three years ago, it totally seems like eternity.

[cherry-san.livejournal.com]

And I suck and forgot to log in. XDD

[shi-koi.livejournal.com]

::glomps:: Thank you!

::whispers:: You don't suck. I do that too - forget to log in I mean. Heh. ^_^;

[silver-sama.livejournal.com]

Oh goodness, I haven't been here in a while. I see my dear brother has beaten me to it. <3 My apologies, dear, and a very belated birthday to you! <3 Honestly, I don't feel that different every time a birthday comes around...I wake up the next morning, go "oh, I'm 17," and go about my usual routine with the added benefit of gifts. *giggles*

I can't take alcohol either; you're not alone, sweetie. ^_^ I'll get wasted by three shots...*Sighs*

[shi-koi.livejournal.com]

::cries:: I'm so late at saying thank you to everyone. ::cries some more::

Thank you for the birthday wishes!

I like alcohol. I just can't drink it. What a horrible state to be in, ne? It's good to know I'm not the only one though. ::grin::

[silver-sama.livejournal.com]

*laughs* I've never had a drop of alcohol before...<---has a virgin mouth untouched by alcohol XD...but I heard it's very satisfying...not too inclined to touch it at the moment, though...I want to keep my mouthginity for a bit longer...XD